no other words needed...

You

The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep
I need to tell you
Goodnight

When we're together, I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so (brown)
I can't look away
As we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me

"A", marry me
Promise you'll stay with me"
Oh you don't have to ask me
You know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You

the 'real' truth...finally

on the heels of my Big Day...married now 3 days ;-)

i keep 'checking in' with Hollywood Farm Girl - Melissa's (Etheridge) now-ex.

hoping for a glimpse at the real truth...not Melissa's truth.

today, i see it on Tammy-Lynn's blog...and i nod my head to my wife...'i knew it' i say

M says "no surprise", Melissa's been known to be a player for most of her years in the music business...but, really, this is downright shitty and cowardly of her

don't get me wrong...she's an amazing musical talent, i love her music, and there's always blame on both sides when a relationship/marriage falls apart but, in this case, i think her timing sucks hugely in releasing her new album...she's cut her marital ties, left behind a mess for the other to clean up and take the brunt of the blame publicly - meanwhile, Melissa's out there again strumming her guitar strings like there's no fucking tomorrow without any regard for the wake of her destruction...wtf?

still a lover of her music, it has, however, left her appeal definitely tarnished to this fan

it's sad...

just because...

a fav musician of mine, Jonathan Rhys Meyers...in the wake of bad news today announcing the separation of Melissa and Tammy-Lynn, this song seems to stick in my head today...i'm very saddened by this latest split...

beautiful dancing song, babe...this weekend, ok?
muah!

no, i haven't vanished completely....

hey all...how the hell have you all been??? it's been a while, i know :-(

sorry

been busy as hell - wedding plans and all

been on vacation - fantastic time but i had to get pissy with some folks - more on that later

been sick post vacation - what else is new?

been taking care of my girl

lots of lovin' to be had and shared ;-)

for now, however, i just want to send this to her....and to all of you lucky shits in love like We are....and if you're not, don't worry, your time WILL come....hey, it took 1/2 my life to find Her.

for you, baby....

(ps. thanks, Tam - this will DEF go on Our Wedding List)

My love
Your love
Has opened up a world I’ve never known
All hope
Was found
A place I never dreamed I would go
Feels like only yesterday I had locked my heart away
Safe behind a castle of stone
Sure I’d always be alone
Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me and only you
Only me and you

In your face I trust
With you beside me I am standing strong
One truth
Two hearts
You took my life and made it beautiful
So you dared to let me shine
Even walk a step behind
Willingly you give yourself to me
Knowing who I was born to be
Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me
And only you
Only me and you

Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me
And only you
Only me and you

Fitting Tune: Never Be The Same Again

hey Babee....Happy 11 December Anniversary ;-)

this tune couldn't have fit better to any other relationship

lyrics:

"Never Be The Same Again"

Come on. Ooh, yeah.
Never be the same again.

I call you up whenever things go wrong.
You're always there. You are my shoulder to cry on.
I can't believe it took me quite so long.
To take the forbidden step.
Is this something that I might regret?

(Come on, come on)
Nothing ventured nothing gained.
(You are the one)
A lonely heart that can't be tamed.
(Come on, come on)
I'm hoping that you feel the same.
This is something that I can't forget.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It's just the beginning it's not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Now I know that we were close before.
I'm glad I realised I need you so much more.
And I don't care what everyone will say.
It's about you and me.
And we'll never be the same again.

I thought that we would just be friends (oh yeah).
Things will never be the same again. (Never be the same again)
It's just the beginning it's not the end. (We've only just begun)
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door. (Opened up the door)
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Nite and day.
Black beach sand to red clay.
The US to UK, NYC to LA.
From sidewalks to highways.
See it'll never be the same again.
What I'm sayin'
My mind frame never changed 'til you came rearranged.

But sometimes it seems completely forbidden.
To discover those feelings that we kept so well hidden.
Where there's no competition.
And you render my condition.
Though improbable it's not impossible.
For a love that could be unstoppable.

But wait.
A fine line's between fate and destiny.
Do you believe in the things that were just meant to be?
When you tell me the stories of your quest for me.
Picturesque is the picture you paint effortlessly.

And as our energies mix and begin to multiply.
Everyday situations, they start to simplify.
So things will never be the same between you and I.
We intertwined our life forces and now we're unified.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It's just the beginning it's not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.

(Come on, come on)
Things will never be the same again.
(You are the one)
Never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
We'll never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
We'll never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

other enlightening reads ;-)

ramblings

lostmybrain

video time..."Scream"

ok, i'll post some blog wording soon! jeesh! lol
but, in the meantime, check out this vid: (sorry, got a link it 'cause it's disabled for embedding - fuck!)

don't know 'bout you, but i had to change my undies twice! lol

*Scream* - Timbaland & two hot HOT bitches, Keri Hilson & Nicole Scherzinger - enjoy!!!!

***lyrics excerpt***

"Scream"

I got a plan for you and I
Let's journey across the Venetian skies.
Can i have some of your cookies, can I have some of your pie
May I cut the first slice, so won't you

denial? not anymore ;-)

for a look at the hotties singing it, go to this link....i can't post the actual vid here...sorry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iFwc8M0M-Y

songs from my heart....

to my love....
words just aren't flowing like they should...does true love makes us all stupid??? lol
i've been trying to write my vows for our upcoming wedding....how can i NOT?? have words flow easy from my heart when i know what i feel about her/Us....it's like a fucking writer's block which seems to be in conjunction with my not being able to write poetic prose either lately...fuck, it's so frustrating.
true, i still have some months to put it all together but i'm worried i won't find the right words and then i'll look like a damn idiot on Our Day either by not having something original from ME or having something idiotic sounding 'cause lately, i HAVE been acting like an idiot - enough said, she knows what i'm talking about.

(this one - kind of funny vid to watch - lip-syncing contest)



btw....these two videos are GREAT for make-out time ;-)

song of feelings...

ok ok ...another song....sorry




lyrics:
These are the eyes that never knew how to smile
Till you came into my life (do-do-do-do-do)
And these are the arms
That long to lock you inside every day
And every night (do-do-do-do-do)
Girl, and here is the soul of which you've taken control
Can'tcha see I'm tryin' to show love is right

Whoa, oh, oh, oh show and tell
Just a game I play
When I wanna say "I love you"
Girl, so show me and tell me
That you feel the same way too
Say you do, baby

These are the hands
That can't help reaching for you
If you're anywhere in sight
(Anywhere in sight)
And these are the lips
That can't help callin' your name
In the middle of the night
(Middle of the night)

Whoa, and here is the man
Who needs to know where you stand
Dontcha know I've done all I can, so decide

Whoa, oh, oh, oh show and tell
Just a game I play
When I wanna say "I love you" (I love you)
Girl, so show me and tell me
That you feel the same way too
Say you do, say you do, baby, baby, baby

Ahh, here is the soul
Of which you've taken control
Can't you see I'm tryin' to show love is right

Ooh, girl, show and tell
Just a game I play
When I wanna say "Oh, I love you"
Girl, so show me and tell me
That you feel the same way too
Say you do, say you do, baby

Whoa, oh, oh, oh show and tell
Just a game I play
When I wanna say "Oh, I love you"
Girl, so show me and tell me
That you feel the same way too
Say you do, baby, baby

for my babe......

fun Vid:

a fun video just because Ms. Brown is so very Divine ;-)

feeling her more....

through music....music keeps her close by me when we are apart....

ok ok...so right now i'm in a state of new-love bliss...cut me some slack on my mushy ways but i can't help myself ;-)

#1:
WHEN LOVE TAKES OVER (couldn't use a 'lyrics' vid on this because...EVERYONE ON YOUTUBE GOT THE FREAKIN' LYRICS WRONG!!!! goofs.)



lyrics:
It's complicated, it always is, that's just the way it goes
Feels like I've waited so long for this, I wonder if it shows?
Head under water now I can breath, it never felt so good.
Cause I can feel it coming over me I wouldn't stop it if I could

When love takes over, yeah
You know you can't deny
When love takes over, yeah
Cause something's here tonight

Give me a reason I gotta know, do you feel it too ?
Can't you see me here on overload, and this time I blame you...
Ohhh... Looking out for U to hold my hand, it feels like I could fall
Now love me right like I know you can, we could loose it all

When love takes over, yeah
You know you can't deny
When love takes over, yeah
Cause something's here tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight

I'll be loving all the time, it's true
Cause I want to make it right with you

When love takes over, When love takes over, When love takes over,
When love takes over, When love takes over,When love takes over,
When love takes over, Over, Over, Over, Over, Over, Over, Over,
Over, Over, Over

When love takes over, yeah
You know you can't deny
When love takes over, yeah
Cause something's here tonight.

#2 IS IT LOVE



lyrics:
i never knew a love
a love that could be sweeter
no matter what my mind says
your music gives me feeling
the moment that we danced
your arms feel like a cradle
and when you take my hand
i was no longer able
love never felt so right before
i need to be with you much more
i cant believe this kind of fate
we can runaway

is it love...(x14)
Love

Im always in a spell
even when im sleeping
youre always on my mind
i hope that im not dreaming
if i had let me stay asleep
dont wake me up but feel complete
i never want to feel it end
what a lovely moment

is it love...(x14)
Love
Love
Love
Love

I want to give you my love all the time (all the time)
i want to make love to you all the time (all the time)
i want to be right next to you all the time (all the time)
i want to be in love with you all the time (all the time)

is it love...(x14)
love
love
Love
Love

and for a little spice....

#3 OH MY GOD - this vid much juicier than the 'official' one ;-)



lyrics:
Put me on the table
Make me say your name
If I can't remember
Then give me all your pain
I can sit and listen
Or I can make you scream
Kiss it and make it better
Just put your trust in me

[Chorus]
Oh my God, go a little slower
Oh my God, what was that again
La da da, let me feel you baby
Let me in, 'cause I understand
Let me feel you baby
'Cause I understand

[Rap]
I understand all
Now climb my sugar walls
Problem solved it's dissolved
with the solvent known as spit
Lickity lick not so quick it's a
Slick ride make my mink slide
'Cause were all pink inside

This can be really easy
It doesn't have to be hard
Here baby let me show you
I'll have ya, climbing up the walls
You got all the problems
I think that I can solve
Why don't you come in here baby
Why don't we sit and talk

[Chorus x2]

[Rap]
You like the top and the bottom
You make a drop and then caught 'em
And when you rock then you've got 'em
Oh my God 'em oh my God 'em

the trouble with speaking...

as she knows, i allow lyrics - too often - to speak what my chicken-ass mouth can't
for someone who often has verbal diarrhea, it's become difficult for me to verbalize emotions - well, at least positive ones...i still don't seem to have any trouble mouthing off when i'm pissed! lol

my song (1 of 100) for you:



LYRICS

I'm finding the more I see you the more I can see
Now I'm not hiding anymore
Come on baby
Let me know how you feel
Come on take me
I can see this is real
Ever since your love filled my life
I see it's changing everything
Don't you know the way you move me
It's so right, it's better than anything
You are the star in the night
Shining for me baby
Love is so right
Come on I'm feeling everything.

You know me in a way like no one ever before
You hold me forever

***totally blushing***

classic

damn....

this tune playing on my work PC today...a long forgotten but so-delicious song ;-)

lovely sight

One of my fav make-out songs, Sexual (Deep Dish Remix) by Amber is so hot…and so is the singer....

for your listening pleasure

a Kelly moment...

ok, need a little break from rocker-lovely JJ so let's add something a little softer, shall we? saw this little vixen on SYTYCD the other night...hmmm, she's gained a little poundage but still has the voice of an angel.....reason for choosing this vid is that i was on FB, trying to beat the ass of my friend in Bejewelled and chillin' to my itunes...this song came on and reminded me of a time she (friend) had this posted on her myspace playlist way back when...the intensity and emotion in this tune hit me hard...i'm sure many of you will be able to relate to it in one way or another...enjoy ;-)

a little touch of Joan

i'm in a Joan mood...a little treat for all my girls out there - enjoy ;-)

damn...they're all in orange border...oh well, i'm not doing it over again!