just because...

a fav musician of mine, Jonathan Rhys Meyers...in the wake of bad news today announcing the separation of Melissa and Tammy-Lynn, this song seems to stick in my head today...i'm very saddened by this latest split...

beautiful dancing song, babe...this weekend, ok?
muah!

no, i haven't vanished completely....

hey all...how the hell have you all been??? it's been a while, i know :-(

sorry

been busy as hell - wedding plans and all

been on vacation - fantastic time but i had to get pissy with some folks - more on that later

been sick post vacation - what else is new?

been taking care of my girl

lots of lovin' to be had and shared ;-)

for now, however, i just want to send this to her....and to all of you lucky shits in love like We are....and if you're not, don't worry, your time WILL come....hey, it took 1/2 my life to find Her.

for you, baby....

(ps. thanks, Tam - this will DEF go on Our Wedding List)

My love
Your love
Has opened up a world I’ve never known
All hope
Was found
A place I never dreamed I would go
Feels like only yesterday I had locked my heart away
Safe behind a castle of stone
Sure I’d always be alone
Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me and only you
Only me and you

In your face I trust
With you beside me I am standing strong
One truth
Two hearts
You took my life and made it beautiful
So you dared to let me shine
Even walk a step behind
Willingly you give yourself to me
Knowing who I was born to be
Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me
And only you
Only me and you

Only you know how
To hear me through the silence
You reach a part of me that no one else can see
Forever true there’s only me
And only you
Only me and you

Fitting Tune: Never Be The Same Again

hey Babee....Happy 11 December Anniversary ;-)

this tune couldn't have fit better to any other relationship

lyrics:

"Never Be The Same Again"

Come on. Ooh, yeah.
Never be the same again.

I call you up whenever things go wrong.
You're always there. You are my shoulder to cry on.
I can't believe it took me quite so long.
To take the forbidden step.
Is this something that I might regret?

(Come on, come on)
Nothing ventured nothing gained.
(You are the one)
A lonely heart that can't be tamed.
(Come on, come on)
I'm hoping that you feel the same.
This is something that I can't forget.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It's just the beginning it's not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Now I know that we were close before.
I'm glad I realised I need you so much more.
And I don't care what everyone will say.
It's about you and me.
And we'll never be the same again.

I thought that we would just be friends (oh yeah).
Things will never be the same again. (Never be the same again)
It's just the beginning it's not the end. (We've only just begun)
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door. (Opened up the door)
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Nite and day.
Black beach sand to red clay.
The US to UK, NYC to LA.
From sidewalks to highways.
See it'll never be the same again.
What I'm sayin'
My mind frame never changed 'til you came rearranged.

But sometimes it seems completely forbidden.
To discover those feelings that we kept so well hidden.
Where there's no competition.
And you render my condition.
Though improbable it's not impossible.
For a love that could be unstoppable.

But wait.
A fine line's between fate and destiny.
Do you believe in the things that were just meant to be?
When you tell me the stories of your quest for me.
Picturesque is the picture you paint effortlessly.

And as our energies mix and begin to multiply.
Everyday situations, they start to simplify.
So things will never be the same between you and I.
We intertwined our life forces and now we're unified.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It's just the beginning it's not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.

(Come on, come on)
Things will never be the same again.
(You are the one)
Never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
We'll never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
We'll never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

other enlightening reads ;-)

ramblings

lostmybrain

denial? not anymore ;-)

for a look at the hotties singing it, go to this link....i can't post the actual vid here...sorry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iFwc8M0M-Y

songs from my heart....

to my love....
words just aren't flowing like they should...does true love makes us all stupid??? lol
i've been trying to write my vows for our upcoming wedding....how can i NOT?? have words flow easy from my heart when i know what i feel about her/Us....it's like a fucking writer's block which seems to be in conjunction with my not being able to write poetic prose either lately...fuck, it's so frustrating.
true, i still have some months to put it all together but i'm worried i won't find the right words and then i'll look like a damn idiot on Our Day either by not having something original from ME or having something idiotic sounding 'cause lately, i HAVE been acting like an idiot - enough said, she knows what i'm talking about.

(this one - kind of funny vid to watch - lip-syncing contest)



btw....these two videos are GREAT for make-out time ;-)