hi all...i know i know
haven't written in a while
been kind of busy ;-)
some new - completely unexpected - circumstances have entered my life in the past few weeks.
not sure what to make of it all yet but
not needing to overanalyze the situation right now either.
so i'll just go-with-the-flow,
see where this spiralling river takes me....us.
not going to predict anything
because i still have to deal with my committment issues
along with a shitload of other baggage i really need to shed.
simply take it one day at a time
because all i do know for now,
for certain,
is that this 'thing'
she and i are sharing
is fucking amazing
mind-blowing
so natural
so sensual, erotic,
pure intimate bliss
tinged with intense emotions,
two souls colliding smoothly into one.
this 'thing',
so much fun
for both of us
laughter galore,
incredibly great
intense yet gentle
i want to hold on to that
for now,
for as long as it's supposed to be
held on to,
nurtured gently
by two women who share so much in common,
our lives always parallel to each other,
separated by life's events yet molding together as one
like our special 'baby' now named Rose
maybe hope has been granted me again?
maybe.
but i dare not think too far ahead
or make hasty decisions.
just enjoy
she and i.
to my Judy who knows me like no other
i thank you, endlessly, for getting me through soooo muuuccchh shit in the time we've known each other.
honestly, you are a God-send if there ever was one.
and a real trooper...i remember when i first came to see you for sessions.
you, battling your own hell at that time...recovering from cancer. still taking time for me right after your chemo sesssions, even when i urged you to reschedule me....holy shit. how selfless is that??
you, dear dear sweet lady, have, again, as umpteen times before, pumped new life into me.
you have, again, given me the greatest advice in how to deal with the shit in my life.
you, again, have lifted me up, taken me into your arms, literally with your kind, supportive, intelligent words and physically with your caring arms when you give me both a greeting hug and a parting hug.
you, with that ever-smiling lovely face that beams at me with encouragement, hope and the sincerest care and love i've ever seen from any human.
my thanks to you is endless.
thank you for turning what was a shitty day into a really great ending of the day. thank you for believing in Angel Cards too and laying them out today...yes, Archangel Raphael is my constant in all my readings.
know, always, that you are genuinely respected and loved.
